long day

So today has been the longest day.  I woke up at 4:20 in the morning thinking that it was 7:00.  Then I couldn't ever get back to sleep.  Looking after my mom's shih tzu's and having my new puppy was a lot harder than I thought.  You just can't keep an eye on all the dogs.  And, you had to take them out individually or there was too much chaos for anyone to be able to do their business.  SO... I gave up.  I sent mom's pups to Bethann's house and I went home with mine.  We went to the store, took a trip to the vet and finally came home where Butters slept ut my ind was still racing over everything that I still needed to do.  I was so happy when Adam came home tonight and took me off duty.  I think this is going to call for a strong sleeping pill and an early goodnight!

Blogging

So... so may people's blogs are so cute.  Why am i so bloggly challenged?  It's not that hard, but for some reason for me it is!  Why is this?  Why isn't my blog cute?  Why do I have such trouble getting pictures on here? Why can't I do a following, that shows the blogs that I like?  These are things other people have.... why can't I find these things... I guess I'll have to keep trying

Day 19

Well, I almost quit yesterday, but I'm glad that I didn't. I lost two pounds from yesterday!!! HOORAY!!! I'm so excited. I guess that's what I needed to continue through the next week. Maybe I won't reach my goal but I can get as close as I can.

Day 18

So we are on the last week of the diet... I honestly don't know if I can make it. I mean I have made it this far, but it still really sucks. I have only lost seven pounnds and am not going to make my goal by the end. The dieat does say that you can do an apple day... are you kidding me, there is no way that I can do that, I'm already dying.

I guess we'll see what happens

Day ?

I have completely lost track of this diet. I went to New York with my mom and sister this weekend and I'm exhausted. So I kept taking my drops and I was just going to have some bites of the great food there is to eat.

Thursday night when we got there I had a McDonalds grilled chicken sandwich and took off the bun and maynoise and a couple of bites of tiramisu from the local deli that Adam found the last time we were there. Friday morning, eggs from the same place, and a shrimp pasta only eating a couple of pasta's but having a piece of pizza... delicious. Then some bites of cheesecake Friday night. When we got back to the hotel i discovered that I was getting a canker core on the underside of my tongue where you put the drops. Saturday, no drops, eggs in the morning, three pieces of pizza from Giradeli's, and a bite of cupcake. Sunday, put medicine on the canker, took drops in the morning, cinnamon cake for breakfast, couple of bites of hamburger, then a whole hamburger for dinner. Monday, medicine again, no drops, banana for breakfast, and shrimp taco when we got back to Dallas.

I weighed myself when I got home, I had gained half a pound back. This morning I went back on the drops, still have the canker sore.

Day 12

I tried on my jeans. They are still pretty tight. I fit into the bigger size, 29 but not into the 28's. I guess as long as I have something to take with me to New York. I am consistantly losing a pound a day which is good.

Adam and I have kind of been in bumm moods lately. I'm hoping that when I get back from New York we will both be destressed!

Day 11

So I was able to start taking the drops again yesterday. I also got to hang out with my sister. It was a fun day and I suprisingly didn't feel hungry at all. I think there might be something to being busy and avoiding the hunger.

So when I woke up this morning and weighed myself, I broke the 150 barrier. It feels really good. I think tomorrow I will try on my jeans to see if I can wear them to New York. I'm so scared that they still won't fit. I really need to be able to wear them because I can't go to New York in the sweats that I wear here everyday. Luckily, I have my dance classes tonight and I'll work out Wednesday and Thursday before I go so hopefully it will give me the added inches that I need!